inside head..head hurts! crazy night tried out brain needs waterfalls.. mmmmmm concert! fly fly fly! but overflew it **
instruments, photo session binstruments.. nice crew, hope for slowing down to a more quiet life? dream thinkin bout this wekkend in cph¿? oslo 2 days + stavanger or direct early home go?¿? hmm..bazoooka! should get serious..blahhh…italinano napolitano..athens – corleone- comanche- 3 return of the ghostbusters – think will rest another in fifferent lifetime? yes! maybe..this one no? to much to live..want january tenerife visit soulgal! and sunboard, febr orgnize montainboeard..summer cocolandia, kharmalandia or thailandia, huh?¿? wish most! half day at work..got dressed in morning early and fall asleep on the couch! hehe..ny backs, meatpack, spice market thai, barrios, ahhhhhhh…stories and tuning in the channel../yeap, my mind in chaoslandia deserts today…yes and found a little diamond ysterday on a floor..hehe if havent lost it yet..

yesterday- hop hop

today – desert

Sting feat. Cheb Mami – Desert Rose (Original)

so guess after dancin to nirvana and a lot of 50´s and all that great music i got out some enrgy! huh?¿ there are just songs that transport u teleport u, make u weak, make u strang, make u crazy..so rockin at this secret spot that, where they dont get cheap on the music, is on of the few spots in my world where u know that once ur in, u wont cume out until it closes, sweaty and junked on the music high! think its just soo amazing when they manage to play the best of the best every single time! met pl living their whole lives in this cty and wowed couse its their first time, seen curious ppl that have shy tendencies, letting their hair loose and letting and hitting the podium and twisting the crowd, lovers unite, ppl flow together, crazy guys with lost llooks, people that sparkle …it´s just a place, but its filled with life and feelings! meet the tarifa kiting crew, that was lovely , since the guys reminded me of the funky time had over there! dont really know why post soo much, specially when trying to quit, guess need get some thoughts down in the virual space…blogging is a psycology in itself….so got a black hat today, new sneakers,buzzed threw the machina a black velvet skirt and hit the town, bithsday parties and sushis, and hiiting off to to sougals going away partyette! fuck im gonna miss that girl wondering of till late february, sharing vibes and dicoveries and secrets!! gonnna misss u sooo much! u the best!!! gonna feel hella lonelly without u here!just as gone neighbours! shite! wanna go to tenerife in january and play with boards!! so have this roof with strange noises..like an hut, sounds like birds hiding out and man they do opera at this time of day! guess their havin an after up there! huh?¿ tomorow, today is gonna be many sleeps!ahha! was thinkin, guess its curiocity that keeps us restless…as ong as a curious soul guess we will live on.. hhhaaha! long live curiocity!

06:00 friday morning, on way home from outs…and cat het rhyming in my head…all my thoughts on the way try to find their mutating words that dance togetha…hmmm..trying not to post…so guess gonna post and erase untill make up the mind..

searching for a rhyme
whch still cannot find
walkin the streets and hearing the beats
when leaving the friends
the thought groove begins
at dawn or at night
depending the flght
searching for the beat
that wansts to move the feet
strange energies find
and knowing some fine
i search for the ryhm
dilated ppl toing some mind wiggling..
wondering if the honesty
could make some equality
i wonder along
with stars as my show
and thinc of the pictures residing my mind
if mmistaces were done to ease out the mind
i know what i know
and sometimes wont let i show
and guess that the find
is to find a positive mind
that knows the alikes
and not judging the side
knows where the path is
at the moment and sharies curiocities
i rime in the languages i know or i feel
without making understanding
a really big deal..
i know what i feel and the feeling of that
and like too question the surface of it
i like when it flows
and when the spirit shows
the smile made from influences…
thats as far as me goes..
i would like to hear a beat
to accopaniate my fleet
guess guess need to wait
until thed stars give me a strraight
not knowing the future
forgetting the past..
and all have is moments
resolving the vast
is there such a word that just got in my head
or an imaginary alpha not knowing it speach..
i know that the rythm is lost but not disspaerd
couse things dont die out the just transform in the head
im doing this freestyle, why? i dont know
jsut felt like letting it out andmaiking it flow..
i wish i had something that would give me a sign
but if i would see them would i let the spirit fly?
sometimes its the paths, the knowledge or thoughts
that limitt our action of where though should go
reapiting in head the midsommer dream
is the reality what we make it ,
or a hole on the seam?
i wish to belive that what wish one will get
and that the mind can make it just that!

holiday untill monday…barcelona is nice with all these days off…so poeple wondering of to ny, naples and hitting the some slopes….sopposed to be in the showerette and getting ready for the outnight…but got some strange wine in my blood after meeting and head kinda and just feel weird! stupid overcharged bad winooo! urggghhh! guess just need to funk up the music and the volume and will make it …and a painkillah for my head! but just so goood sitting here under the stars! with the hoodie, mr rea and a sigg! dont really feel like going out…lookin fwd som much for this long weekendo..what is happening too me!!!!! whay??? should hipnotize my headache away!! drivin home for crismas..,,

sooo really think bout stop posting this blog and all these stuff im my head…and all these videos, but am kinda hoocked an writing lately…write in my blog, my A3 diary, my minuture diary, papers flying around in work, my big drawing block, my arms, was thinking should write on a wall somehere,”booze with friends, connect with soulmates and fly with lovers” should maybe think a little before i write, but not quite the planner of thoughts….man i can talk a lot, did u know the amount of words gals use compared to guys daily….well I have this book neuro girl and boy sciences! and it be a whole damn lot moooore words, it like guys can think bout it, we neeeeed to VERBELIZE it alll! even though were equibilirating…soo readin this book
“”…which have been sipping on for some time and started on the “futures” found in my mooving boxes, great prologue…but dont havent gotten soo far in that one ()… this last one has a funky prologue strarting of questioning if ever remeber the first contact with the future…and how it was?¿?

mine was in cityette wroclaw in polonia, it was one of those sunday dinners at grannies house…couse remeber thewhole bunch was there…was around 4 or 5 years big, before i got along and moved down with my teddy garfield which i supergluedd my lego flowers on and my lovely pillow and moved along to fjordlandia…anyways…remeber hiding “halfwayz” between the fingers to this superscary and exiting and amazingly curious movie, bout this kinda maid android that had this door, or rotating “dreawer” in the stomach and would pull out weird stuff from it!! it was sooooo scary..and sooooo fascinating!! yeah! was my first time as long as can remeber, think ET came later on and melted my heart…and i got hoocked on the imaginary world of the futures..guess found it also the most craetive one visually…with all that newness to it and then all the love for blobs and organic and the sciences, van danican books and all that crazy stuff that makes u fly away…

if i wouldn´t have gone into this forms and design path, think would be a crazy scientist…but never to late! have figured out i wish for a telecope, or just to try one for some days to see the sky from a different lense…hmmm…okay….gotta go! need to figure out what to do with my night…..