just came home, house is a total chaos, need to clean it up before have a chance to sleep, so it good for the rest of the lovely crew…last thoughts with the cab driver..talkin bout coincidences…some say it luck, bad or good, then it can be coincidences, external or internal.., maybe its just the right time and moment..maybe its the mind that is open to those changes.. dont really know..just lookind for the oposites and a balance to tell the truth..had an amazingly visual and crazy sunday in the city, woke up and felt needed interactions…and after a loads of stuff happening, and beeing at the beach, which have been a to lazy action to draw myself to in the closest past..everything just flowed…cant start explainig the stuff that happened, but a lot ofthings did, and ended u later on …to create butterflies and hearts for a global reaching campaig..i know have been distante, in my own thougts to the ones around me, been told that growing up when explained to mr luzardo :), dint know whats happening , but feel im waking up from a deep sleep, and dont want to sllep, but have too, couse the time is limited…just want to be awake! keep this moment alive. have i¡one day to do a work of a week,,,pushed to a limit..and enjoiying

those metal coated glasses are dangerous…..mind fuzzy, evryone sleeping still…ended sleeping under sky at the balcony! 🙂 have been wanting to do that for a while…

out with the lovely rikke and some friends of hers visiting her, while she´s on holiday..u bananas girl!

love the bars in this town…just soo crooked and cozzy…and luvs the minds hanging in this city..fitti explained theory of beat , that explines that as we are growing in our mothers tummys, we hear the beat, and that during our whole life we are in search of that beat..

normally have the small portable stereo player, and in the end of the night sometimes end up takin the last beer ant a weired sceenery and more music.. but yesterday somhow foorgot to take it in my bag…
at a point usterday where turned around and see the following..
a guy walking behind me with my deo and hairbend in his hands..
freshly retreved from the bago, it was soo absurd..and i go like..what the… +**¨¨=ck are u doin? and this guy stops and starts to explain that he though i was a guiri (turist), i end up standing there telling the guy that just robbed me if had taken anything else of value..and that woulnt even look in the bag but trust him…and his eyes changed, and he started this whole appology thing…it was just soo weird the whole situation…..

met magic ..going surfing today..really wanna join one day! .. so that my surf evolves from couch and benches to the actuall thing..

using siri´s crouches as mikes/mics..

saw my old flat in the center, apparentlyits rented out.. hurts couse miss it soo much..hippy gigantic flat with a lot of soul, it was faaling apart..too much things that needed to be done,the outside bathroom..and needed someone who could help me fix it up, threw years, couldnt do it alone…and was like rikke said, could always pass by and get this relax vibes, know if u wanted could use the sawing machines, paint, lisn to music, hang out in a hamak, was flowy and good, looved that flat,,,hope someone enjoys it now though, and lookin fwd to a future one.. in this new one i just miss the sun and space! and location , even though has the great park..

in this new flat, thats totaly new, has a pool, sauna and gym ..but oh soo cold….cant even make holes in the walls, like a transitional hotel, was thinking of making these panels of nordic landcape..these big wallpapers with a view..makin it more homey..have made this lounge with pillows on balcony, and some candles and my lolo paintin..guess works for now…but miss the crooked one..

..friend families, soulmates, dreams, re- imagen, the city that creates all this movement, .talkin bout cities..the bigger the city ..the bigger the choice, and as was supposed to move to granny in NY , had the flat waiting and all..but ended up in barca…(my friend)
still get suprised , now lot of the streets, but still dont know whats behind every corner, and it makes it all exiting…when traveling love the same feeling..just not knowing where u are and whats gonna happn…

okay..need to get my body to the showerette, clean up the mess have made..make some good food the gang can enjoy, a little uptake of salt…….meet up with gudrun hopefully..get my drawing gear, some books, some blank pages and enjoy the day off…sunday renewals..

check out cantoma – essarai ! just came home…sun came up eventually, bought these crazy metal coated margarita glasess, looks really raw! and a big metal heart to put on my keychain..saturaday chillouts..have decided were going to rome in 3 weeks with siri too check out the energy there…
desert flows..

woke up by the rain splashin with the pavement, thundering as open my eyes…realitycheck..slide to the balkony to save sume stuff from gettin wet..a excuse to hang at home and make some clothes..and just hang out? ..energie flow and cream hugs

wanteed to share this article in this polish mag bout clumsy ppl in sports history, in the manner of jamaica boblislide team! its amazing what some ppl minds get them too doo…laughing a little in the buss on way to work.. clumsy ppl ..anywayz..lost the magazines somewhere..i think i loose things very often, sometimes i find them again 😉

sooo.. this article was bout these different ppl that went into the history, not couse of their sportic super qualities, but their kinda clumsiness..
one was this swimmer guy from a little countriy that by some chance got sent to the olimpics, but he´d never seen such swiminpools before, and traced with segregations paths and all, so appearently he even had a problem with the glasses, starting time and got too exhousted half ways…:) and the ppl applauder him and just loved him! then this other guy that wanted to be a ski jumper, that flapped his wings in the air like a clumsy bird and set a new law of trainig one must bego before starting in the games .. and there were more stuff, man! cracked me up! just beautiful! amazing the strength that lies if u just get something in that control system of a brain! hehe..

kinda nice to chill today! siri loungin in the other room..gettin her broken leg a rest! and reading scar tissue! the book is rotating! enjoyed the whole atmosphere in the book, and its pretty damn broken at times, but u can see his big great heart threwout the book! its just sooo cacoon and iron at the same time.. just got a letter from the publisher of indexbook that my egg bagos are printed in this “the bags” book, and can pass by to get the copy! ….meet up with sergio that flew in from miami for lunch, great to see his face again, had
an insightfull dinner and talk by coincidences and such alike in life and love… enjoy the talks we have bout gals and boys and all the in between…

so gettin touchin the pages of this book and its odd how i identify myself with some of the writings, like beeing from the same place..yet soo differet..and can flip threw the same page and give it a diffeent meaning depending of the state of mind..the readin between the lines and seeing all the layers..hmmm..twisting it inside out…i just get confused, but then again inspired.. takin the sub home, and observing the ppl redain their books..it kinda magical, theyr here, but so far away,,in the own reality…connecting with someone elses thoughts..and their forehead twitching in the rythm of the words read..cute..all those facial expressions 🙂 …

miss the family, are now in fjordlandia again…there are som many things that should have been done, and now they are another plce, miss them and luvs…never time enough..

my flip flops went of today, and the sneakers on, getting colder..my fake ray bans got lost ysterday, so the summer gear is fallin of.. gonna chill and try to write some thoughts down, exchange the wine for tee (?!?) and do some alpha session..
Enjoying this writing thing..helps me define things..kinda like a new toy have disovered..

somtimes we argue. but then the makin up takes place..families are strange, complicated, amzing and lovely. managed to get ms mummy to the beach,with wine, seaview and do some soul talkin… was good, love when ice breaks and soulshine flaires..then ended up melting into the great language of music! last time can remember these dimensions together was aerosmith concert in poland! This was police, and sting was in my mums heart during many sleepless nights with wine and speakers…managed to talk my threw too the closed front stage floor area! yaaah! 30000 ppl energized together, was great! great feeling to see all those sparkles in the ppl eyes! and their whole phisicallitiy flowin into the music….

then the family left in the morning.. gone to the crazilly dynamic and soulfull place called an airport..goodbyes..

date with myself…or go on vist a new party and friends today? circumstances, doubts..life..feedback, magic. ., loved ones leaving, loved ones cumming..defining, redifining, words, thoughts.extreems..
.balance of the soul, lifetimes., layers..wishing my days away..